♥clumsy
♥active
♥always blurr
♥lazy
♥a lil violent
♥talks a lot
♥single,unavailable,not desperate
♥hates FAKERS

Nahh...dun need...

Chao Wee Debbie May Yuen Marsha

Lovedrops♥
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hey.. it's been a long long time!! i actually thought of quit bloggin.. but i remember there's one more thing to say..

i'm not an extremely healthy person.. i suffer from a spinal disorder, scoliosis.. my mother has spent a large amount of money on this.. and i have no idea how to thank her.. eventhough it doesn't cure but she's trying her very best to make sure my back doesn't get worse.. we went from seeing chiropractor to orthopedic surgeon.. total cost is about 10k for the chiropractor and 18k for the operation..

it may not be a large amount for some of you.. but as a girl from a moderate family, i think tat amount of money is a large amount.. and i don like my mom to spend it all on me juz because i'm sick.. i feel tat at times, you wouldn't like to spend money.. especially when you can only spend on your health and not pleasure..

i admit i envy my bro and sis for getting all the thongs they wanted.. but to think it over, i'm the one spending the most money in the family.. i am still wondering why it took me so long to realize.. it's hard to accept things from my family now as i think i am the cause for them to live such a life..

if i'm not sick.. if i don spend tat much money.. if i juz can stop being so materialistic.. i think i would save a whole lot of money.. not only for me, but also my family..

i am finally ready to confess this.. i am not a good daughter meither am i a good sibling.. sometimes i wish tat i could turn back time.. to correct all the things i've done.. to tell them how much i appreciate them.. to tell them how lonely my life would be without them.. to make myself healthier.. i'm so very sorry mom and dad, mel and dex.. i know how much trouble i've brought to this family.. and i really regret for all those hurtful words i said.. for those temper i threw at home.. for all those stupid rights and wrongs.. i'm sorry..

now tat this post is comin to an end, i guess there's nothing else i can say.. this post is specially written for the love of my family.. and i can promise to lead a better life in the future.. to be a good girl and a happy part of the family.. and again.. i wanna apologize tat i'm sick.. i don ask for this.. i hope you understand.. til then..

*this might be my last post here.. i wanna quit blogging since there's nothing i can reveal bout my life.. this is an end for my life, my story.. i'm sorry if my words hurt you.. but tat the real me.. i can't fake myself to be an angel tat i don wanna be.. now tat i know my mistakes, i hope tat i'm forgiven..
*remember. when you have no one to turn to you have your family!! and of course you have me..

RIP my blog!!!
-amanda-

hello.. i came back from school bout 1-the same time as my mom comes back from work- i cleaned up.. after cleanin up, i had a phonecal from my sis.. she said"i've bought tickets for gi.joe for u, dex and ah fu" well, ah fu is AKA my uncle.. he's a doctor-who doesn't look like one.. he took his time off today.. jus to study for his masters.. he wants to specialise in a course-can't remember wat course.. then he waited for us(my bro and i) at the coffee shop near the cineplex.. and guess wat he was doin?? STUDY!!!! gosh.. i can't believe he can actually study in public areas.. meanwhile, my bro and i ordered an ice blended coffee.. i tell u.. it SUCK!!!!! don have a drink there..and u noe wat? 2 drinks there cost more than 10 bucks.. damn.. haha.. luckily i don have to pay for it.. hehehe.. after tat, we went for our movies! it was GREAT!!!!! GI.JOE is a blast!!!! it's a muz-watch!!! the prison break guy-i'll get the name later-is freakin HOT!!! wow!!!!!!! ppl.. please watch tat movie..!! it's great!! even better than transformers......!!!!! hehehe.. after the movie, we went PC fair.. it was so crowded tat i can feel my head spinnin.. (o.o) but i finally have my own pen-drive...!! i've been wantin this for quite some time dy.. hehe.. it was a rather fun day!! =) thanks mummy!! til then..

-amanda-

heylo.. today, my sis and i went for a makeover.. it was rather fun.. it took bout two hours.. we did it at mahkota parade.. try it!! it's great.. it's done by BRUSH UP academy.. it was an enjoyable experience!! wanna see how it turns out?? here it goes!


^^tat was during the makeover.. omg!! i look lyk a paper doll!!^^


^^there u go!!^^


^^there u go again!! gosh.. i look lyk a korean.!^^

P.S:Please do take care.. the H1N1 virus is gettin from bad to worse.. take precautions before it strikes!! hygiene is very vital!! wear masks to publis areas, especially schoolz.. til then..

-amanda-

heylo again.. 2day i went out with alvina-my godsis.. this wasn't part of my plan.. it was juz coincidence.. hehe.. we went out with some one too.. no names.. hehe.. it's a he.. but he ain't mine.. mine is very much better.. sorry alvi.. hehe.. well, i finally watched transformers.. it was indeed a great movie.. enjoyed every moment of it.. i think i might watch it again.. hehe.. and ya.. tat someone i was talkin bout was pretty SLOW.. he likes her.. but doesn't noe how and wat to do.. he's juz like my sister's ahem ahem.. damn slow.. i even gave him some tips.. but he juz wouldn't take it.. too much of a gentleman i guess.. haiy.. if u like someone, go for it.. don wait til he or she leaves only u make ur move.. tat was wat happened to me.. i don want it to happen to anyone.. coz tat feelin sucks.... so, if u're readin, i hope u'll noe wat to do the next time.. til then..

-amanda-

hey.. i was on drips yesterday.. i had a needle in my wrist for 2 hours ++.. hehe.. let me tell u wat happened..
i wanted to take my medication.. but i felt like faintin.. so i quickly sat down.. i was lucky to have my phone with me.. then i text my sis-who is sleepin-.. but she wouldn't wake up.. i felt so weak.. i text my mom and miss called her -coz i noe she wouldn't read her messages- then she called home.. from the kitchen, i crawled to the phone.. then i pick it up.. my mom heard me so weak, she immediately rushed home.. when she's home, i was already on the bed, feelin terribly cold.. my mom quickly brought me to the hospital.. when i arrived at the A&E department, i sat down.. after awhile, my uncle came.. (my uncle is a doc at tat hosp.) i got to go first.. i went into the consultation room and took my temperature.. it was as high as 40.4 degrees.. my uncle looked into my throat.. the said it was swollen.. then he said i was dehydrated.. then i went on drips for 2 hours.. haiy.. after tat, i went home with my mom.. then take panadol and slept.. now.. i'm feelin much better.. but my throat is gettin from bad to worse.. HELP!!!!! i have an ulser in my damn throat.. sobz..... =( til then..

-amanda-

helo there..!! it's been a long long time since i've updated my blog.. sorry!! =P last month, i've been to a competition..-hymn singing competition, nationals- it was really fun.. well, i met some hot guys there.. one is from Buddhist Institute Society Dharma School(BISDS) and another one from the place i stayed.. i spent a night in that temple..it was seriously FUN!!!!!!! we started our journey at 9smtg-i guess??- and arrived Shah Alam at 12 smtg.. then we unpack our stuffs and went to see the rehearsal.. the rehearsal was ok, i may say.. then we had our lunch.. after lunch, we watched the premilinary round.. that was when i saw the hot guy from BISDS.. he was the pianist for BISDS.. he was really cute.. hehe.. we went into the finals for catergory A (junior solo), catergory B (junior group) and catergory D (senior group).. unfortunately.. we didn't get in for catergory C (senior solo).. but it's ok!! hehe.. after that, we went to JUSCO!!!! but we didn't have enough time for girly shoppin.. hehe.. we went there for dinner.. we had KFC!!!! yay.. then andy and his gang went up to play the LAME games.. oh ya.. we even followed Jason to but his gift for his gf.. after that, we went back to the temple.. we threw a party there.. we ended up eating snacks and drinkin our 100 plus supplied by SKEDS.. hehe.. we went to bed about 2 and woke up at 6.. we cleaned up and headed downstairs for breakfast.. then we watched the finalz.. it was fun!! the competition was tough.. the results:
catergory A - runners up
catergory B - 2nd runners up
unfortunately, we didn't manage to get a place for catergory C.. so sad!! =( so now.. picturez!!- there ain't many though..


^^that's the boyz representing SKEDS in catergory B^^


^^ that's our one and only Phoon Sze Yin-catergory A representative^^


^^ the stage ^^


^^ the banner ^^

that's all for now.. til then.. =P
-amanda-

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*leave some comments ya??!!* til then..

-amanda-